tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-299762342024-03-08T05:23:59.399+08:00Life's Ups and DownsVery bare ah!!! Sorry no tagboard yet. Try comments yeah?fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.comBlogger118125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-70709506537542424392009-08-11T23:56:00.002+08:002009-08-12T08:58:22.271+08:00Chao KengI'm kinda screwed screwed screwed... Went running with zheng yesterday and couldn't keep up with him. and he told me that the pace he was running was only sufficient for a pass for ippt...<br /><br />Haiz win already lor... Running so much, yet still deprove.. Think I keng too much while running ah.. hehe... Nvm still can catch up some other time.<br /><br />Hmm perhaps that's why I never joined any sports when I was younger, cuz I'm just too slack to train hard. ^.^ Of course, kinda regret it a bit now, cuz I guess the glory of youth is being able to push yourself physically. But hmm everything does come with a price I guess. Like look at our local athletes who played in AYG... Sailors lived on their boats, swimmers swim swim swim.. haha they kept training, sacrificing a lot of other things.<br /><br />Hmmm wonder what I've been doing thus far to at least make it up in other areas...fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-50550864892101143992009-06-26T14:04:00.003+08:002009-06-26T14:09:42.204+08:00Restrictions from the familyYeah man... just realised that being the family guy is tough. No time to like hang out wif friends. Well my bro is happily doing that, and then scolding me for going to 12th coy camps while missing my grandpa's bday.. wat a hypoc*..<br /><br />sigh dunno why i'm so angry all of a sudden.. trying to get so much things done at the same time that i have no time for myself.. yeah it's about losing yourself for the sake of God's service.. better to lose the world and save your soul..<br /><br />but at the rate i'm going, i'm losing the world and losing my soul.. haha i'm the biggest loser..<br /><br />sheesh so sadistic..fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-51130094786674089012009-01-08T20:52:00.002+08:002009-01-08T20:54:21.176+08:00woah you read this???woah... some pple actually still read this shabby drap.. haha thx thx<br /><br />anywayz, i currently doing some relief teaching. phew busy busy...<br /><br />talk more some other time.. after i revamp my blog..<br /><br />bye for now =)fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-82458992999413121812008-10-08T18:22:00.002+08:002008-10-08T18:28:38.077+08:00Back from Bangkok; Off again<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Sheesh, been running about the pass few days.. in bangkok of course. Just kept shopping and walking and eating.</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Think complimentary hotel breakfast buffet is really a spoiler to visiting the country. Cuz I keep eating a hell lot for breakfast (since its a buffet) and then dun feel like eating for lunch. Miss out on all the great Thai food. Gosh love their sour and spicy stuff. Pity that their portions can be a bit small.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">You know, gotta thank God that we were safe. There were like protests yesterday at the Parliament when we were still there, but well, we were busy watching eagle eye and running about having our last dose of steamed bread with coconut custard before leaving. The parliament is indeed some distance away from the pathum wan area. and yeah, life goes on as per normal here. We heard absolutely nothing about any protests whatsoever.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Ignorance is bliss, I guess.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Anyway, onto taiwan we go...</span></div>fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-42819725664867930742008-09-29T18:07:00.003+08:002008-09-29T18:47:24.986+08:00Uncertainties.. Makes me very jumpy<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">Aiya... hate these uncertainties. Like when you wake up from a good afternoon nap and you see that your hp has a missed call from one of your other superiors who usually is a good archer and just somehow seems to target you only (prob cuz he has your hp number). So you wonder if you should call him back. If you do, then the arrow may be shot. If you don't, you become uncontactable, which may lead to some consequences. Oh well, tried to call my boss back, but he hung up on me, so I guess it ain't impt right now. haha</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">Then my parents keep pestering me on when I can go overseas with them. Bit hard I say, cuz I don't know if they may schedule me for any last min odd duty or wat... Has happened before, and i don't see why it may not happen again.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">Sigh.. Remembered what Pastor Yap told me at cat class yesterday. We're supposed to be warriors in Christ, not worriers. God did say in 1 Peter 5:7 to "Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you." Sheesh worrying so hard unknowingly, and yet there's nothing I can do. Guess my problem is I'm scared of being screwed by upstairs. If I had a little bit of thick skin, then it prob won't be too much of a problem..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">Dunno lah... Just very sian and pek chek... haiz.. how many more days left?</span></div>fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-31893813457078845362008-09-27T20:55:00.004+08:002008-09-27T21:16:39.715+08:00Finally.. a hurdle over... now comes the emptinessPhew.. finally.. ah-tac is over!!! no more late nights making more stupid maps and blown-ups now. haha now I can really smell ord coming... tasting it soon.<div><br /></div><div>Booked my practical lessons already!! Sadly, its only going to start in nov, cuz well, from now till then, everyday is fully booked. crap sia... so sian.. anyway, i'm going auto, rather than manual. Yeah i know, my friends say that auto is for wimps, and real guys drive manual. But hey, think about it, most cars are auto nowsadays, even taxis are getting auto too. Most cars sold in the market today are auto as well. Furthermore, why do you think lta allowed auto cars to be tested? cuz lots of pple made noise to ask for it, cuz its easier to pass right? so yup, why not take the easy way out? petrol's pretty expensive too you know?</div><div><br /></div><div>So yup, from now till then, its mainly just rotting around. haha there's suddenly so much 'free time'. Finding ways to spend it wisely... like do a lego piece or sth..</div><div><br /></div><div>you know, if there's really one thing that i wanna do, its to get close to my yr 2s and know them better. i'm glad that I started out with them at the start of the year and have lasted till now. How i slowly see them grow and mature.. haha just like how i see their seniors mature too.. My hope is that each of them will get to know God more and more, for well, there will come a time when they will slip through my fingers. only God can hold them in His hands. And yeah, I love them too, but God loves them more.</div><div><br /></div><div>Well, if any of you yr 2s happen to see this post, know that both your officers love you guys very very much and are so so happy to have been part of your lives. It has been a joy to see each of you learn to care for one another, to exhort one another.</div><div><br /></div><div>ok time to go build my lego helicopter already.. haaa</div>fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-47823346922111067872008-09-14T23:45:00.001+08:002008-09-15T18:18:24.721+08:00Uncle is olderYeah the first digit in my age is now 2.. gotta wave goodbye to my teenage years and say hello to adulthood..<div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">celeb part (i)</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">Heh thanks to </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">all thos</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">e year 2s and 5s who spammed my hp at midnight... haha thanks lots for remembering, even when you guys were busy mugging.. really made my day, so early in the morning.. =) =) =)</span></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">celeb part (ii)</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">met up with gg to go watch wall-e. haha its a really cute show.. i firmly believe that it will become a disney classic, like mary poppins, toy story and the like.. haha think i'll buy the dvd when it comes out and like keep it for my children to watch it.. doubt they will ever get bored of it.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">Ok so after that, zheng played a bit of wild goose chase with us at nydc before meeting up with us ;p... haha had a mushroom ham.. super filling and super guilty, considering that i had a sharwarma and cheese fries for supper last night...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">after i came back from drawing money, zheng and gg gave me a cake surprise.. wah super malu sia, but thankfully, not a lot of pple there while we were eating. haha the 'birthday cake' they got was so super cool... some chocolate cake with chocolate ice cream and chocolate chips with hot chocolate fudge.. wah everything chocolate... wee hee!!! high sia...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">wonder how much lunch cost in total, but thanks to gg and zheng for picking up the tab... haha thx lots guys.. had a really sweet birthday celebration with you...</span></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">celeb part (iii)</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">after church, gera, joa, nick and i went to pick up dr tee and dr foo.. landed up at j8 swensen's..i had a salmon and mushroon pasta, which was a bit of a disappointment cuz the plate was so big, but the portion was small. oh well, isn't that wat we get nowadays.. gera kept complaining that her pasta looked like vomit and didn't eat much... sheesh.. they got me an ice cream moon cake (oh yeah it was maf coincidentally) and a firehouse (which was free).. so yeah, these were my 'bdae cakes'.. haha..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">as though we didn't have enough ice cream, we chiong down to island creamery for another ice cream fix.. had a free scoop to myself (i'm so cheapskate =)), so got a burnt caramel, which didn't have as rich a flavour as the others like nutella or reverso.. the others got nutella, reverso, strawberry sorbet and yoghurt flavours. to top it all, we added some m&m's.. the yoghurt was the only bad choice. haha</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">think we found ourselves another place for us to chill after stuff like yam... haha</span></div><div>----------</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">oh well, today has been a really great day... first time that i've been able to celebrate my bdae with my friends, since my bdae is usually during the exam season, so no one usually has the time to celebrate, esp me.. ;p</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">God's been so good to me.. yeah... so blessed...</span></div><div><br /></div><div><br /><object width="400" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Jl06RN5zRxk&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Jl06RN5zRxk&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="400" height="344"></embed></object><br /></div><div><br /></div>fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-76785111699535985602008-09-11T22:54:00.003+08:002008-09-11T23:00:44.181+08:00Is it me? Is it someone or something who doesn't like me?<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">I was supposed to have a long weekend starting from now. But (here's a long..) </span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">suddenly got "stuff to do" right smack in the middle of it... sigh... can't go out with joa, geraldine and nick after bible study... sigh</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">And I can't meet up with pple on sat, when everyone else is free. I know Sunday is possible, but they have church in the morning and i have church in the afternoon, so somehow, the timings don't gel.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">You know, its such an uphill task for me to like maintain my friendships or to like deepen new ones.. there are just so many disruptions to my weekends... I have not had a weekend which is Sat and Sun free, just like that. Free for me to just go out and chill with my pals, etc...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">sigh... sad life</span></div>fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-38360512937394943992008-09-08T10:39:00.003+08:002008-09-08T10:51:56.174+08:00Just another (burnt) weekendOh well.. what can I say? When they need people, they'll just take you, no questions asked. So you see me burning another Sunday just like that, because they need people. Sigh...<div><br /></div><div>Been really impatient man, trying to rush so many things into the short amount of time I have. Hmmm just too bad I guess, so much things that I wanna do, yet so little time. Heh sometimes I guess I force myself to do too many things at one go... then I get stressed trying to complete my list of stuff to do.</div><div><br /></div><div>went to witness the CQ people on Sat during the awards ceremony. So we had two teams who got 6th and 11th positions respectively. Yup gold honour roll liao for mr ng. hahA.. but think his high tea will be something pretty cheapo I guess, since we didn't get like top 4 or top 3. ;p</div><div><br /></div><div>You know, as I set there talking to the Boys, felt kinda weird.. I'm beginning to behave more and more like an adult liao, no more like a young 15 year old, even though I look the age o_O. Sigh where did my youthhood go to? I wanna be a teenager forever...</div>fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-79062643436605784582008-08-31T11:26:00.003+08:002008-08-31T11:49:14.408+08:00Procrastinating ChangeAlas, my blog has again fallen into another state of disrepair and lack of updating. But hey, only never update for two months what. Thought I haven't updated it for 6 months. haha...<div><br /></div><div>If there's one part of me that must change, its my habit of realising that there are things to be done and I don't do anything about it. Think that's a poor habit if me, cuz a lot of things just get piled up and I get really discouraged having to sieve through the pile of crap I must do that's overdue.</div><div><br /></div><div>Think even in work, that's the same thing. People pick up the leftover pieces for me, but why can't I do it? Just because I'm in a position of leadership? (well, would you even call it leadership?)</div><div><br /></div><div>Been thrust with lots of things to consider about myself these days. All those years that I've been training up to be a leader since my time in ac, am I really the leader everyone expects after all those years? Or am I just stuck in my own world, thinking that I am the right leader and everyone else is wrong?</div><div><br /></div><div>Read this in one of my friends' blog: </div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">"I believe leadership is an innate trait or rather your affinity for leadership is fixed. Its either you are (or can become) a good leader or you just stink at the whole entire thing. Being stuck in a hierarchical organisation... taught me a lot of things about leadership. And sometimes people who just plain suck are put in positions where they are about as useful as a piece of meat. Sure sure, they can be the most enthusiastic person in the entire world but whats the point if they can’t lead. The worst part is if they are stuck in this distorted, warped reality of theirs that they actually can!"</span></span><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Been also thinking about what it means to have humility. I searched it up dictionary.com and here are some definitions of it:</div><div><br /></div><ul><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">Distrust of one's self or one's own powers; lack of self-reliance; modesty; modest reserve; bashfulness. (</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">taken from Webster's Revised Unabridged Dictionary</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">)<br /></span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">the quality or condition of being humble; modest opinion or estimate of one's own importance, rank, etc (</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">taken from Dictionary.com Unabridged (v 1.1)</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> )</span><br /></li></ul><div>Comparing it to this book that I'm reading, entitled Humility (by Andrew Murray), it is '<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">simply the sense of entire nothingness, which comes when we see how truly God is all, and in which we make way for God to be all.'</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"><br /></span></div><div>Sheesh, to have humility is not an easy thing. sigh..</div><div><br /></div><div>Think I'm worrying about too many things at a go.. Should take it a step at a time.<br /></div><div><br /></div><div>ttyl</div>fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-90475588871942746272008-07-02T17:28:00.002+08:002008-07-02T17:34:14.809+08:00Social Idiot<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">I don't know. It seems like my social life (or more of my socialising skill) has been hitting rock bottom recently. You know, I try to find stuff to talk about with other people, but heh, my rather still brain just remains... still. So yeah, can't think of anything to talk about.. so I just remain that quiet idiot out there, aloof and in his own world.</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">Sigh.. my brain just feels like jelly right now. Guess its cause I've been too lazy to use it. Got time, just slack. Wonder how much of my life has been wasted already...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">Sigh, sound so negative. am I really such a negative person?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">sigh...</span></div>fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-64889717408305662632008-06-29T21:39:00.002+08:002008-06-29T21:44:55.687+08:00Thoughts of studying<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">You know, I woke up this morning with a mental list of things I had to prepare for the coming exams. The great thing was chinese was over, so yeah, I could strike it off my list and do some other subject, like maths, or phys. Hmm couldn't remember what other subjects I would have this week, so I'd thought I'd try to find my exam timetable.</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">When I sat up on my bed, the bitter sweet reality struck me. I'm not in skool already, so no more dreaded exams. On the other hand,oh dear, I'm not any younger.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Gosh, miss those school days. Days of truly learning something, doing stupid things just because you are young.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Gonna be two decades old soon.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Sigh, how the years fly by without you knowing...</span></div>fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-68005021476709921102008-06-16T11:07:00.002+08:002008-06-16T11:25:10.469+08:00Throw Smoke<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">"SMOKE!!!!</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">Smoke Screen Formed!!!"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">Sounds familiar huh? Miss those days of training.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">Alright, I admit that I've been lazy updating this blog. Then again, not much time these past few days to bother. Not much things happening along the way anyway. (Ok, other than LDC, but no available yet, so i'll wait till I have some photos, then I'll throw them up together with what I can remember about it.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">Meanwhile, I just got a new iMac. Heh using it now. Compared to my old ibm laptop, this sure is way... cool. gotta get used to the new key commands and shortcuts though.. anyone know of a good website that teaches pc users how to use a mac?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">Oh well, been youtubing quite a bit. Never realised pple out there have made so many cool videos with songs that we know of. Guess i'll be adding a few here now and then.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">Oh well, I've gotta go and do some reading. Been working too hard at work, no time to do some jolly good reading.</span></div><div><br /></div><div>_______________________________________________________</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Dv-m5D8tLAA&hl=en"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Dv-m5D8tLAA&hl=en" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-79168650235522507782008-05-11T20:28:00.002+08:002008-05-11T20:34:36.939+08:00Cleanse us<p><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/onGbkeWkA64&hl=" color1="0x006699&color2=" width="425" height="355" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent"></embed><br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;"> 5Young men, in the same way be submissive to those who are older. All of you, clothe yourselves with humility toward one another, because,</span></p><p><span style="color:#006600;">"God opposes the proud<br />but gives grace to the humble."</span></p><p><span style="color:#006600;">6Humble yourselves, therefore, under God's mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. 7Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you... ... 10And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast. 11To him be the power for ever and ever. Amen. </span></p><p align="right"><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">~1 Peter 5:1-7, 10-11</span></em></p>fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-46688445494634216182008-05-02T15:34:00.004+08:002008-05-02T15:41:39.237+08:00Inflation<div>Sigh.. everything is getting expensive. Eating out used to be a fun pastime for most people i guess. But now, with prices of food soaring, it seems like restaurants are not all that full at meal times. Makes me wonder where the crowd went to...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sheesh i miss the times when a bowl of mee pok was a reasonable $2.50. Now its minimally $3.50 at a normal food court. Heh cheapo restaurants have changed their menu to reflect higher prices, and portions have become smaller.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Sigh, wonder how do families cope with the rising cost of living here. Petrol goes up, food goes up, electricity goes up, everything goes up, except income =( sigh the life that we lead.. We rush rush rush to make a livelihood that may not make ends meet.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Want to have 3 kids next time, but hmmm, is 2 more than enough?</div><br /><div></div><br /><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5195682108926170978" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhzPGg7HmR2fLxX5haervLghPFatjQct_emA-7YLaa7MhE8m9k6ZQAnu-A3F0dQVp8odrxfzUSaj8wJomzK6TotvLLOxZn8GiHOd7tfRCLTkkXVWY4oOzTIs31C_AIRsi9pMotf/s320/56_happy+toy+frens.jpg" border="0" /></div><br /><p> </p><p>Well, definitely not that many kids. Heh I'd have to work like crazy.</p>fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-29169066355292598342008-05-01T19:06:00.002+08:002008-05-01T19:20:50.441+08:00Labour for what?<span style="color:#990000;">Hmm some people have noticed my change in attitude towards work in camp. Yeah, now trying to sort of do the bare minimum where possible, due to a change in priorities. Of course, there are other more personal reasons, which I shall not disclose here.</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;">Cohesion yesterday was fun. Heh my bowling really sucks like crap. My pendulum method didn't really strike me of well. Didn't even get a single strike nor spare. Then in comes my buddy at the last frame and he scores a strike! Like wtheck... Oh well, some luck i have... Lol playing futsal with my bosses quite fun also. Woah a lot of them quite pro and on the ball one leh.</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;">Anyway, searching for uni-s again. Now unsure about whether i should just stick with purdue, which is like ranked 64th in the entire world, or go for something better like carnegie mellon? Or just forget the whole US thing and go to imperial?</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;">Prob should ask miss wang about it. Heh she's the wisest when it comes to this.</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;">Oh well, tomorrow is the juniors' cohesion. Been looking forward to it, getting to know everyone of them, some of them for the 1st time, others.. well just knowing them again.</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;">Sigh so out of touch..</span><br /><br />-----------------------<br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#000066;">“ If you can’t appreciate [the derivation] then just accept it. As I said, in acceptance there is peace. A lot of things you have to accept. You like the girl, the girl doesn’t like you.<br /></span></div><div align="right"><em><span style="color:#000066;">— Ms Wang Juat Yong, during one Vectors lecture this year</span></em></div>fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-56853298629647672232008-04-27T21:08:00.002+08:002008-04-27T21:20:30.985+08:00Like Little Toddlers<span style="color:#993399;">Sigh... Guess home is not the best place to worship. You know, its just like the workplace, so much distractions everywhere. Yeah, even my bed room is too distracting. There's that messy table that I tell myself to clear each time, only to somehow not have the willpower to clear it up in the end. Then there's that bed that lures me to want to sleep, instead of focus on praying.</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Then in the office, well, I feel like a little toddler, always wanting to snatch 'things' away from other people. Sigh, guess my dad is right. I'm on the wrong ball man. I should be doing other things that are more worthwhile... Things like praying and seeking. sigh</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Heard this from Pastor Yap today:</span><br /><br /><em><u><span style="color:#339999;">The Toddler's Rules of Possession</span></u></em><br /><span style="color:#339999;">1. If I like it, it’s mine.<br />2. If it’s in my hand, it’s mine.<br />3. If I can take it from you, it’s mine.<br />4. If I had it a little while ago, it’s mine.<br />5. If it’s mine, it must NEVER appear to be yours in anyway.<br />6. If I’m doing or building something, all the pieces are mine.<br />7. If it looks just like mine, it is mine.<br />8. If I saw it first, it’s mine.<br />9. If you are playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine.<br />10. If it’s broken, it’s yours.</span><br /><span style="color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Heh its pretty lame, but isn't it true of us these days?Sigh</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Oh well, gotta go now. Face my problems again..</span><br /><span style="color:#339999;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">14We know that the law is spiritual; but I am unspiritual, sold as a slave to sin. 15I do not understand what I do. <strong><span style="color:#ffcc00;">For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.</span></strong> 16And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. 17As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. 18I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature. </span></em><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. <strong><span style="color:#ffcc00;">19For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing.</span></strong> 20Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.<br /> 21So I find this law at work: When I want to do good, evil is right there with me. 22For in my inner being I delight in God's law; 23but I see another law at work in the members of my body, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within my members. 24What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death? 25Thanks be to God—through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God's law, but in the sinful nature a slave to the law of sin.</span></em><br /><div align="right"><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">~Romans 7:14-25</span></em></div>fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-74773984893908578802008-04-22T22:08:00.002+08:002008-04-22T23:22:14.646+08:00Silver and a day off<span style="color:#ff6600;">Yeah... Couldn't believe it myself, but I got my silver for ippt today.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">Seriously, never expected myself to jump 221cm on the first try. I was like.. WOAH!!! Cuz I still remember last time in bmt and sispec, i jump like only 200cm one. Really sian one..</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">Oh well, I got my silver, and my one day off. yippee..</span><br /><br /><u>GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME</u><br /><br /><em><u>Chorus:</u></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">God is good all the time</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">He put a song of praise</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">In this heart of mine</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">God is good all the time</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">Through the darkest night</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">His light will shine</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">God is good</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">God is good all the time</span></em><br /><em></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33cc00;">If you're walking through the valley</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33cc00;">There are shadows all around</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33cc00;">Do no fear He will guide you</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33cc00;">He will keep you safe and sound</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33cc00;">He has promised to never leave you</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33cc00;">Nor forsake you</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33cc00;">And His Word is true</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span></em><br /><u><em>Chorus</em></u><br /><br /><em><span style="color:#33cc00;">We were sinners so unworthy</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33cc00;">Still for us He chose to die</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33cc00;">He filled us with His Holy Spirit</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33cc00;">Now we can stand and testify</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33cc00;">That His love is everlasting</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33cc00;">And His mercies they will never end</span></em><br /><br /><u><em>Chorus</em></u><br /><br /><em><span style="color:#33cc00;">Though I may not understand</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33cc00;">All the plans You have for me</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33cc00;">My life is in Your hands</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33cc00;">And through the eyes of faith</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33cc00;">I can clearly see</span></em><br /><br /><u><em>Chorus</em></u><br /><em><u></u></em><br /><em><u>_____________________________________________________</u></em><br /><em><u></u></em><br />P.S: Today's Earth Day. So Happy Earth Day. LOLfhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-80598144156401376752008-04-21T21:23:00.002+08:002008-04-21T21:28:16.637+08:00Song of the Moment<u><span style="color:#996633;">Verse 1</span></u><br /><span style="color:#996633;">As we worship You,</span><br /><span style="color:#996633;">let all the world come and see</span><br /><span style="color:#996633;">How the mercy we received from You </span><br /><span style="color:#996633;">can set them free</span><br /><span style="color:#996633;">As we worship You, let all this joy that fills our hearts</span><br /><span style="color:#996633;">Bring a hunger and a hope </span><br /><span style="color:#996633;">to those who strayed so far</span><br /><br /><u><span style="color:#3333ff;"><em>Chorus</em></span></u><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"><em>As we bow in adoration and stand in reverent awe</em></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"><em>Show Your majesty and glory, let Your anointing fall</em></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"><em>As we declare Your name Lord Jesus </em></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"><em>as the only name who saves</em></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"><em>May the power of Your salvation</em></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"><em>fill each heart we pray</em></span><br /><br /><u><span style="color:#996633;">Verse 2</span></u><br /><span style="color:#996633;">As we worship You, </span><br /><span style="color:#996633;">let all the nations hear our song</span><br /><span style="color:#996633;">Song of Jesus and His blood that proved His love for all</span><br /><span style="color:#996633;">As we worship You, may all the lost and broken come</span><br /><span style="color:#996633;">May they hear Your still small voice </span><br /><span style="color:#996633;">call out their names each one</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"><em><u>Chorus<br /></u>As we bow in adoration and stand in reverent awe<br />Show Your majesty and glory, let Your anointing fall<br />As we declare Your name Lord Jesus<br />as the only name who saves<br />May the power of Your salvation<br />fill each heart we pray</em></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#996633;">As we worship You, as we worship You</span><br /><span style="color:#996633;">As we worship You, as we worship You</span><br /><span style="color:#996633;">As we worship You</span>fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-12447011482379808422008-04-16T10:16:00.001+08:002008-04-16T10:19:25.873+08:00de-stress???<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgSagI3phkBnPmgcAO-PsJp6TYtoTwYAQs3lh2qyKDvQ3_tWduv3cfzBwiB8zVUICangeMU_kqUvBAAydgUFfOhF5sS_UnGKE37uEQsWYs-QF29Bh7aikCQzTmmcNBaYozPbgq_/s1600-h/Mr+Bean.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5189661961962399890" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgSagI3phkBnPmgcAO-PsJp6TYtoTwYAQs3lh2qyKDvQ3_tWduv3cfzBwiB8zVUICangeMU_kqUvBAAydgUFfOhF5sS_UnGKE37uEQsWYs-QF29Bh7aikCQzTmmcNBaYozPbgq_/s320/Mr+Bean.bmp" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><div>Do these facial exercises every two hours<br />It is good for stress-relief !<br /><br />Wow what a way to destress..</div>fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-10488654360864864422008-04-12T21:58:00.002+08:002008-04-16T10:16:27.598+08:00OCT liao loh<span style="color:#3366ff;">No lah, not oct in army lah... OCT in 12th coy...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">Yeah went for OCO today. Met up with Zheng Yang, who was also attending the course.</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">Oh well, the course was pretty useful lah, cuz it gave us the right perspective on being an officer in 12th coy. Gotta have that shift in thinking, cuz we're no longer Boys liao. haha</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">The unfortunate thing was that the course was on the <u>same day</u> as enrollment!! Sian lor.. Oh well, Mr Ng helped me pull string by negotiating with them to allow me to leave after the last lesson before the test, which was at 4.30pm. haha but the lecturer went on and on and we ended at like 5pm instead. kee yikes... So yeah, once it ended, me and zheng yang just made a bee-line to zion road and hopped into a cab. Hopefully, I wouldn't miss singing the coy theme song. haha guess that's the most meaningful part of the enrollment.</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">lol so when I stepped into the sanctuary in my OCT uniform, I was just in time for the dedication of officers. amazing huh? fresh out of oco, and then immediately dedicated as an oct. lol</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">At the end of it, the y5s, jonas, kiwi, khoo and i went to have dinner at island creamery in serene centre. but well, the journey there was a hassle in itself. all the buses that could take us there were always full and crowded. yeah no choice but to go in waves..</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">ok so in all, think there were about 20 of us hungry young men and ladies who chalked up half of the outlet, feasting on 2 whole mudpies and 6 tubs of ice cream. haha the lady behind the counter was pretty pissed at us for being so budget by ordering mudpies by the whole thing, rather than by slices.</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">gotta admit, the ice cream was pretty nice. nutella, horlicks and teh tarik was shiok. koped some bandung ice cream as well. now that was good too.haha... diabetes in every bite.</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">at the end, we came up with this crazy idea of giving every year 2 an island creamery tub before the primers rod next year. rofl imagine the amount of ice cream they're gonna have to gobble down man. wah haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">anywayz, went back home with felicia and zhuo'er on 156.. didn't know zhuo'er stayed so close to us.</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">wow wat a great day!!</span>fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-78763293246659619172008-04-09T22:48:00.001+08:002008-04-09T22:49:40.494+08:00'allo 'alloyippee... all the new series of 'allo 'allo and the vicar of dibley have arrived!! haha more stuff to watch and laugh at now... wee hee<br /><br />don't get distracted though...fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-33349401313334261282008-04-08T22:09:00.002+08:002008-04-08T22:30:43.339+08:00Can things get any worse?<span style="color:#990000;">lol just realised i haven't updated for close to 1.5 months. Sheesh brunei was about a month ago. Fun times man...</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;">you know, i gotta admit i've strayed quite far. Been really prayer-less these few months. Just did something that I wasn't really proud of last sunday. Wonder how i could have deteoriated to this kind of condition.</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;">guess its now a wake-up call for me to stop living on my own strength (and stop bluffing myself that i haven't been doing that). sigh...</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;">gosh wat a bad eg i am..</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;">------------------------</span><br /><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">7 Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean;</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">wash me, and I will be whiter than snow. </span></em><br /><div align="right"><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">~Psalm 51:7</span></em></div>fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-49956776618394289772008-03-01T20:29:00.002+08:002008-03-01T21:00:59.518+08:00Broken Commitments<span style="color:#6666cc;">i've really got no discipline at all...</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">currently in brunei supporting my unit in some form of training. Notice that I use the word 'supporting', so that may mean to imply that i'm not supposed to be doing much here, (which was what i thought about initially before coming here)</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">so thus i initially thought that I could spend the loads of free time here spending time with God and seeking Him. In fact, i thought coming to brunei was actually a good deal as I'm away from the bn line and away from the distractions of work and home. Thought that by coming to brunei, i could find some form of hideaway from the busy-ness of everyday life and thus find time to seek God, particularly for the yr 2 ce prog, which i really have no idea on how to run.</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">The first few days was ok, with my QT being just abt the standard. Still full of distractions in my mind. Frustrating... Oh well, as the days go by, I just can't seem to be able to continue to focus properly. QT somehow became a routine and I don't have much desire to really pray, much less seek Him.</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">Think I can guess why... Kept watching too much heroes and prison break on the comp. Yeah. Can't discipline myself ( or perhaps no desire ) to stay in my bunk and just focus on God alone. Spent the time watching shows instead...</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">Didn't feel that much 'withdrawal symptoms', since I did find ways to occupy myself in camp.</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">But right now, at this very moment that i'm typing now, that sense of emptiness and feeling lost is there. Currently on a mid-way r&r now, which is supposedly meant to be happy lah. But well, as i went around the mall, pretty aimless, i just felt pretty drained and.. well sian! REally really sianz.... Like there's nothing to look forward to. The two other guys whom I tagged along with were looking for stuff for their girlfriends or friends who are girls, and i felt bored throughout the time of shopping.. felt a bit frustrated, cuz well, can't think of many friends who are girls at this time...</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">Mood swing? Well, I guess it part of my personality. Cuz i'm the guy who really needs that bit of personal attention from the pple around me. i just need to feel included in whatever everyone is doing before i'm happy. I really hate the feeling of being left out. sigh... perhaps that was what i felt just now... my two pals were just talking abt what gifts to buy to woo girls, while i just stood around, wondering when i can get one... </span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">Somehow, i think i'm missing the big picture. I should be happy and joyful through it all, since I have God in my heart. But then, why is it that i feel otherwise at this current moment? Just feeling like i'm here wasting my time.</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">Wonder who reads this blog... but if you do read it, do pray for me can? I don't know... just very lost and I don't really have the desire to want to go deeper with God.</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">Pls pray that:</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">1) God will ignite my heart, and that I will respond</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">2) I will have the desire to want to seek Him.</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">3)Yr 2 ce prog</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">Speaking of which, yeah, just don't know how to steer it. What's more, I have not much of a burden for them, even though I'm their training officer. Not much burden for my juniors too.</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">Feel like a faker too... like my life has been a lie throughout... guess i'll talk about it some other time...</span>fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29976234.post-40521467170039488512008-02-22T20:56:00.002+08:002008-02-22T21:02:46.218+08:00a big hypocriteyou know... i recommend to pple to do this and that, all for their good or the good of others.. but i don't really do wat i recommend to others...<br /><br />sigh you get the point... its like saying you should love your parents, but yet in front of them, you treat them as though they were your enemies or sth...<br /><br />oh well.. gonna be a bigger hypocrite soon... wanna tell pple how they should love the pple they have under them, and yet i dun really care for that same grp of guys, whom i think i should be caring abt...<br /><br />sheesh talking a lot in a roundabout way. sorry lah, just tired from my exercise.. plus internet explorer and msn keep screwing up all the time.. just gettting pissed...fhmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13986641589604890436noreply@blogger.com0