off is almost gone

have pretty mixed feelings about the off i've taken so far...

pretty happy about it cuz i really got to sleep and recover all the sleep debt that i owe. just basically pugging around each day feels great. of course, i'm now more conscious of my flabby arms and weak knees, with almost zero stamina. haiz always wanted to go out and just do some running, but somehow never got the chance to do so. always wake up at 9.30am each day. by that time, the sun is out and well, not very good to chiong when its so hot right?

pretty sian cuz i just couch potato myself at home most of the time, mugging for that darn sat... wanna go out and energise myself with friends, but well, they're either not free, or sometimes, i just dun feel like disturbing a few, cuz hey, we're now worlds apart doing our own stuff. have that premonition that it may get really awkward if we meet up again to 'catch-up'. anywayz, catch-up is just to eat, say how are you, prob watch a movie if there's time, then that's bout it... actually, dun mind doing a lot more like just cycling, playing soccer? but well, to some others, its just too troublesome and leh chey (or is it just me?)

sorry ramblings again. gosh I can't believe I spent this entire weekend rotting at home, doing nothing constructive at all. sigh i really should have gone out with some friends...