a big hypocrite

you know... i recommend to pple to do this and that, all for their good or the good of others.. but i don't really do wat i recommend to others...

sigh you get the point... its like saying you should love your parents, but yet in front of them, you treat them as though they were your enemies or sth...

oh well.. gonna be a bigger hypocrite soon... wanna tell pple how they should love the pple they have under them, and yet i dun really care for that same grp of guys, whom i think i should be caring abt...

sheesh talking a lot in a roundabout way. sorry lah, just tired from my exercise.. plus internet explorer and msn keep screwing up all the time.. just gettting pissed...

Got that same sick feeling

sigh how time flies...

chinese new year is over, and life's gonna go back to normal. In fact, in just a few min, gotta run back to camp soon.

don't wanna face the same problems that have been draining me out...
don't wanna have to keep trying to maintain my head above the others...
don't wanna sleep back in my bunk...
don't wanna go through the usual mundane routine...

i just wanna ord...

its 100

err yeah, this post just so happens to be my 100th post. so err.. yay!!!

oh well, ended my course entirely yesterday. we finished early, so yay!!!

anywayz, some of my coursemates ie kaiwen, cheuk, joel and i went to party world to go sing song. sheesh realised i missed out a lot a lot, esp on chinese and english songs. only knew like a handful of them. sigh...

then good old cheuk is one super pro singer. he can sound like one powerful woman, without you realising it. yupz

then we saw wiki-ang unleash his power at kino, woah power. he knows a hell lot of books on philosophy sold in there. scary sia..

bumped into tim toh there. heard they ended skool at 2.40 anyway, rather than drag on till 4.40.. happy like birds sia...

anywayz, if you're wondering why i'm not in camp now, that's cuz i'm on off today ;)

anywayz, just in case i got no chance to come online later, wishing you a happy ratty new year.hehe

how quick the joy goes away

time flies and a month is gone. just ended my course today. haha all the fun days and sleeping on a good bed are over.

haha wonder if you guys out there have this prob that i have.. like you know when you just found this guy who somehow seems to have a lot of ways common to you. so yeah you and him begin to share your lives with each other, get to know each other's habits (good and bad). then after some time (like say 4 months together), you realise your friendship lacks the kind of enthusiasm you once had when you guys first met. yeah... like a married couple that lacks enthusiasm for each other. they just look at each other, say hi, and well, don't really talk with each other after that.

oh well, guess its just me..

anywayz, dad emailed me this link. brings you to a webpage that allows you to view the interior of the A380 cockpit at 360 degrees. enjoy
http://www.gillesvidal.com/blogpano/cockpit1.htm

~tired~